Back in early 2020 I had $8,000 to my name after being in the crypto markets since 2017. I had made a few mistakes which included taking out payday loans which to this days im still paying.Back in the COVID March crash I shorted and made 0.5 BTC in 2 days, I got cocky and lost all of those BTC. Not only that I sold all my BTC at like $6,000 in around April hoping to buy in cheaper.It is now early 2021, I completely missed the BTC run to $30,000. I only have $4,000 to my name right now. Since 2017 I mostly held EOS which has just slowly bled down to $2 and BTC but thanks to stupid trading I’m pretty much negative on that too, together with having to pay bi weekly payments to all my outstanding loans which equals to about $1,300 a month.The worst part my family and friends keep asking me about BTC thinking I’ve made profit, little do they know I held fiat all this time, which means I was mostly negative for the year of 2020Im literally about to give up, not sure what to do with the $4,000 I have left. I have a full time job but with the loan payments I have im living paycheck to paycheck.Thinking of just buying BTC at $30k or wait for the pullback I been waiting since April.Im just about to give up, I was thinking of maxing out my credit and just filing for bankruptcy or moving to Europe and start fresh.Everyday that passes I realize that im not going to make it and that my change to be successful was in 2020 but I fucked it up. I’m at the breaking point of giving up
Submitted January 04, 2021 at 05:39AM
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